September 2010
1 post
It's simple.
I love you. I miss you. I HATE that you’re gone. My days are shitty. Maybe not always, but they are most of the time. I MUST hear from you soon or else I really WILL go insane.
October 20th… PLEASE come quickly! );
July 2010
1 post
Me tiene alta..
con estos pinche errores. Cada vez que trato engregar a mi perfil en estos horarios, algo me dice que no puedo. -_____-; Pero ya con eso. Estoy muy ansiosa para manana que no me deja dormir. Ya es la 3 de la manana y no puedo dormir, nesecito ALGO de descanso—SEIS horas carro! Prepare mis cosas, y ahora me falta a dormir. La verdad NESECITO alguien que siempre puedo hablar con en tiempos...
May 2010
2 posts
So… these past two days were pretty great. I had the feeling of not having to worry about anything or anyone here in SD. It was a mini escape. Not vacation at all, just visiting my sister. But it was worth it… REALLY worth it. Okay not ‘REALLY’ since we barely spent time together, but some parts made my trip very worth the wait<3
And yet… No longer than an hour...
I appreciate that they’re trying to lighten up the conversation, but after the main topic… I don’t think i can be okay for the rest of the night. This really sucks. It reminds me of why I have such a big conflict with myself and what I need to change and make better…
I know it wasn’t their intention to trigger these thoughts and feelings, but it just sucks. Just...
March 2010
2 posts
I'm not gonna say...
That I miss you. Why? Because you’re a backstabbing BITCH. No wonder you said all the shit you did to me. You’re really something else. I liked you. You’re a cool girl, but shit I guess not anymore. You’re fucked up. Sorry if you’re jealous that I can be close friends with him when you can’t. You’re almost 21 bitch. Grow the fuck up and act your age. You...
Cada Dia Mas...
“Voy a querer te cada dia mas<3” Sucks that I won’t be able to listen to that song the same anymore. I hate when people can be such HYPOCRITES. I understand, lying indeed IS A BIG DEAL. I understand that. It’s not cool. Especially depending on the subject. But seriously… this is fucking ridiculous. No one will ever know what I’m talking about or why I’m...
January 2010
3 posts
14003.) I am fucking sick of putting in an effort...
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RP#7...
Haven’t posted anything up here in a while… A couple things just needed to be let out: First off, it bugs the fck out of me when people who marry into families swear like since they’re a part of the family, it means they have the authority to punish younger members of the family or try and take over. I’m sorry for those who are CLEARLY mistaken and think in that way; But...
December 2009
2 posts
Last minute..
Ughh! I was in limbo about tonight’s dance class. But then when I decided I really wanted to go, my friend bailed on me ): She had her reasons, I just hope she was sincere… Then again, I don’t get why she would lie about something like that. I hope things get better for her anyway. The advantage is I can get my math homework finished now before the test tomorrow. (:
Today was a...
November 2009
11 posts
Go away... Please?
Yesterday was a good day in general. I’m currently procrastinating on Math homework which I didn’t work on AT ALL this past week. FUCK. Oh well.. as long as I do at least half or a little more it’s all good…
I’m beginning to stress now. I loved this mini break, seeing family again and an old friend [before it got fucked up]. Now, just thinking of anything to do with...
Can I just say...?
Person number 1; You make it seem like I ruined our friendship. Sure, I have my own body, mind and choices, but shit… I almost feel it was a mistake to spend time with you. THANKS for avoiding me ALL FUCKING DAY TODAY. And the worst part is… you happen to be the one that helped me stop [temporarily] blogging negatively. But now… It’s all turned on you. You accuse me of...
After waiting for so long..
And this is what we ended up with..
I’m really disappointed in myself tonight. An old friend of mine and I , have been waiting to see each other again for quite a while. We’ve practically been counting the days and weeks till we saw each other again. But when we finally did… I feel like I screwed it up. It almost just sucked. I loved their company again and everything, and the...
Unnecessary pain?...
Like wtf? Not physical pains.. but emotionally.. mentally. Shit like that. I hate this. I shouldn’t even be feeling this way, but I do. I want it to stop, but I can’t stop caring. And it sucks. On top of that, I have weird dreams about the cause of it. It’s retarded. None of this makes sense but I felt like blogging… so yeah. I’m too lazy to write it out in a journal...
One Headlight..
I feel like I have so much to say. I’ve been wanting to blog so badly, but I just couldn’t seem to put my thoughts into words… It’s weird. On top of that, a good friend of mine pretty much talked me out of posting another venting blog. Which is a good thing, but it just made me feel like I didn’t need to blog about anything at the time -___-; Thanks I love you and...
RP# 6...
Some guys… are just plain DICKS.
nuff said.
I hate assholes.
Dear fucking douche...
I just wanted to say… Thanks. I’m so glad I met you at the party. You were the coolest person there. I’m so glad you got my number and asked me to hang out. And I just wanted to say thanks for ruining my life in one day. You don’t know how much I enjoy having rumors spread about me and getting to the same people who started shit with me 3 months ago. THANK YOU SOOO MUCH. I...
“I’m apparently doing wrong according to them… But it is they who...”
Pick me up?..
.. I think NOT.
So my bf’s sister’s 21st bday party was fun, but had some bad parts… and just the littlest of the bad parts made my night—or hers as a matter of fact—…SHIT. The party in general was fun, but on my end of it… Good parts; I met new people, they were pretty cool and easy to talk to [thank god people know how to SPEAK!], I became closer with...
12521.) You will forever have my heart, and She...
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Lo que no entiendo...
es por que siempre hago esto… ya se que estoy haciendo, y no es bueno para mi emociones o fisicalmente. pero no me importa… solo una cosa me importa mas que nada… y es el. la verdad.. a veces no me gusta, pero no puedo controlar mis emociones. A veces creo que necesito ayuda, pero en realidad no puedo hablar con nadie sobre esto. Tengo solo una razon para continuar con todo...
October 2009
11 posts
12342.) I love you.
(via blogsecret)
“sometimes people love their pets way too much = http://twitpic.com/m72cr”
– aplusk
Grosss. HAHAHHA.
I really hope...
I’m not getting on your nerves or anything. I just needed someone to talk to and I hope I’m not abusing that privledge. It kinda sucks when there’s no one else to go to for something like this. If i did… That just wouldn’t be a good idea. it’d cause more problems then what has already happened. I can’t risk that. asdfghjkl;’so, sorry if I waste your...
Numb.
Effing tired. From dance and from everything. Well.. ALMOST everything. I really can’t wait to sell the drinks and products. I feel less motivated because of other issues. I shouldn’t let it get to me, but I do. And I can’t help it. And I hate it. Before—like for the past week—I felt supported with my current stupid situation, and now that person doesn’t even...
12262.) We are so close to be together for a year....
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Grow some balls...
SERIOUSLY dude. You’re pissing me off way too much. I’m sick of all your lies and promise breaking its not even funny. Wtf did I do to you to deserve this? All I’ve ever done was CARE for you. I don’t understand why you cant just GROW SOME FUCKING BALLS and tell me the fucking truth when I ask you to. When I say I won’t get mad if you be honest with me… I...
Whatcha think about THAT?!
Yeah, so this song tottttally goes with me right now. Definitely works with what’s going on… Or at least… what’s about to happen. (:
“[Missy Elliott:] Ladies! Now if your dude ain’t actin right you tell that dude (he got to go) If that dude be claming that he broke you tell that dude (he got to go) If he want chu too stay in the house every day and night...
Never know it...
Honestly… I’m a little sick of giving people second chances.. or thirds… whatever. This really only goes to one person. And it’s the same person I’ve probably blogged about on here about 2-3 times. It just hurts, that I always have to be the one to try, and when things totally got fucked up between us a year ago, they still havent learned that just because...
RP#5..
The resort was great as usual. I needed that mini vacation to Palm Springs/Indio. I always love going to that resort. Its the best! Didnt take too many pics there, but it was fun. Different without the whole family there and cousins and all. But it was still enjoyable. We had to go through a little more than we should have this weekend though =/
Nonetheless, I still had fun. Even if it meant...
September 2009
60 posts
RP#4..
I hate it. I want it to stop. I shouldn’t have to try. They should. I’m absolutely sick of it. We’ve talked about this stupid situation countless times. And Just when I was convinced that it all got better again like it used to be a couple years back… It just continues to be the way it has been lately. And the only reason things got better recently within this past month or...
Simplicity.
I can honestly say, I needed a night like last night. I felt so relieved and stress free. It was peaceful, the scenery was absolutely beautiful. On top of that, for once I wasn’t alone and I was still able to feel the same relief I do when I’m alone. Looking out at the mountains and the redish glow the sunset reflected off the mountains… it helped a lot. I hope to have more days/...
“Sometimes… I cope with things in the WORST of ways. I don’t seem to...”
RP#3..
So here I am in the student center at SWC. Bored as fuck. Waiting for class to start and/or waiting for my friends to get out of their classes. I’m SO glad they have wifi here. Its awesome. AND they added air conditioning! FINALLY. I find it funny how no matter what… there HAS to be a nerdy-magic/WOW/yugioh playing group in every school. Its funny how I found SWC’s version of...
RP#2..
I’m hungry. I’m trying to stop eating and snacking so late all the time. Its bad. And I’m convinced I’m gaining weight. Sure it’s typical for girls in general to think so, but I’m not exaggerating. Yet I feel like I have every reason to feel so hungry since I just got back into dance. Now that I’m quite active again, it makes me hungry. I just don’t...
Random Posts...
I shall start making posts entitled ”Random Post/RP” whenever I feel like posting something that isn’t a quote, is longer than a quote, or is a conversation between me and someone else.[Therefore, a LONG quote]
SO. RP#1 is between me and my sort of bro in law just now.,:
[ap]; y are you still awake woman!?
[me]: …
[me]: :D
[ap]: lol.
Just thought it was funny…...
10415.) Now we have made contact with each other...
(via blogsecret)
asdfghjkl;’=/
10524.) when i sing, i sing as if im singing to...
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Just Great...
I’m beginning to think that maybe my weird sleep schedule is making me function weird. I always get at least 7 hours of sleep which is good for me, and other days I get about 9. Now, I think it might be somehow effecting my appetite and my moods… No, I’m not on my period nor am I getting it [for another two weeks at least], but have become a bit more emotional and I seem to be...
''I Know You Want Me...''
That stupid song is playing and is now stuck in my head -_____-; Anyway. I hate when I feel like blogging at times like this and dont have much to write about. I’m pissed that I was really sleepy a couple hours ago and now that I’m home I can’t sleep -____x;. LAME. It would have been the first time I slept early in a while… =/. Damn. Well today was a good day. First met...
“I bust the windows out your car…”
– Jazmine Sullivan <3
10475.) I haven't watched Glee yet because it...
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10425.) One text from you can make my whole day...
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10450.) Reading most of these secrets, I realize...
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