I am highly sensitive. Even the shallowest of things have an effect on me. I am always afraid of what other people think of me. I want everyone to like me. I want to befriend everyone. When someone hates me or ignores me it affects me a lot. I know I shouldn’t bother, but I make it such a big deal. I hate it. I don’t have inner peace.
…. Guilty );
Peter Pan (1924, dir. Herbert Brenon) (via)
It seems to be that we can go days, weeks and months without seeing each other and we’ll be just fine. Because when we do see each other, everything seems to go back into place. It doesn’t matter how long it’s been or what we’ve done, we’ll always have feelings for each other. They’re never-ending.
I think you deserve better, but I’m just going to be happy for you for now. You’ve got so much going on in your life, I don’t want to ruin your happy moment. I hope she doesn’t cheat on you. I hope she gains some self respect, for YOUR sake. I love you like a brother, you may as well be my brother. I don’t want to see you get hurt. She’s an attention seeker. Even when she gets attention it’s not good enough. I wish you luck <3
… This has definitely described what i think dead on!
Sometimes when you do nothing at all, things have a way of fixing themselves.
… I wish that could be true in this case ):
There’s SO much I would love to say here and to a certain person… But can’t. And I hate it. No matter what whether I tell them or not it’s going to seem weird to them. I’m just trying to clarify something, and if they can’t accept that, then they are truly immature to result to an odd conclusion as to why I would say it to them in the first place. I know that’s how it would go for a fact. And I hate that. You’re far from being a kid now, you’re 21, you should know what people mean when they have a serious conversation with you. Sorry if you’re not the type of person to have a serious conversation, but you have with me at least 3 times already and you will so many more times in your life. Deal with it. Quit making it seem like a crime to have a serious conversation every once in a while. It doesn’t necessarily have to be a bad or depressing conversation, but I know for fact that’s how you always think of it. It needs to stop. You say you’re there for me, but you have to understand that if you say that and truly mean it, serious conversations WILL come up from time to time. If you can’t “handle” a normal serious conversation, then I don’t know what more to say or do. Because I sure as hell won’t be the one to cut the close friendship cord. I don’t want that and I’m sure you don’t either. You know where we both stand, so I suggest you keep it that way before one of us gets hurt.
I’m afraid I might lose you.
You only love me when you’re high.
(Source: codeplay, via fever-night)
I really hate men that don’t keep their word