Honestly… I’m a little sick of giving people second chances.. or thirds… whatever. This really only goes to one person. And it’s the same person I’ve probably blogged about on here about 2-3 times. It just hurts, that I always have to be the one to try, and when things totally got fucked up between us a year ago, they still havent learned that just because everything’s “Okay”with us, that they can just act however they want toward me. I’ve “left” them before, and If it gets worse… Then I wont hesitate to do it again. I’m not gonna waste my free time and friendship on them anymore. I’ve said that before, they totally missed me and I took it back. But now, they’re doing the saaame damn thing they did that fucked us over. I’m fucking DONE trying, DONE keeping a “happy face” when I’m upset at them or about them, and I’m just DONE letting them walk all over me. I’m fucking SICK of this BULLSHIT. It hurts a lot, and I try my best to cope with it, but i don’t know if I can anymore. We’d gone through so much, and they’ve been one of my best friends for quite a while, and I just don’t wanna be the one to drop them again for their bullshit. They learned from their last mistake, felt like shit about it, we made up, and now it’s allllll going down the fucking drain again.
I really don’t know what to do about this anymore. I really don’t. And it’s killing me. Not only that they’re treating me like shit again, but the fact that they haven’t figured out from the last time that they can’t just treat me all “whatever-like” Just because we’re friends again. On top of that… As many times as I’ve talked to them this past month about it, they still dont fucking get it. And it was EXACTLY like this the last time…):
So now… All I have to say to them is..
WHAT’S YOUR FUCKING DEAL?!
