SERIOUSLY dude. You’re pissing me off way too much. I’m sick of all your lies and promise breaking its not even funny. Wtf did I do to you to deserve this? All I’ve ever done was CARE  for you. I don’t understand why you cant just GROW SOME FUCKING BALLS and tell me the fucking truth when I ask you to. When I say I won’t get mad if you be honest with me… I FUCKING MEAN THAT SHIT. I’m so sick of caring about someone who doesn’t care about me. I’d just drop them like nothing if they had been any other person… But they’re not. I’ve known this person for years, and this is why It has to be so fucking hard to pretend like I don’t care or to just brush it off. Well it’s not that easy. Fucking douchebag. I’ve done nothing but care about you and make sure you’re not doing wrong. Sure, you can physically and logically do whatever the fuck you want, but it’s not okay when you promise me you won’t do something JUST because “i said so”, and then you just end up breaking your promise and doing whatever the fuck you want. Make up your mind, do you love me and care about me or not? Its not the fucking hard you hard-headed asshole. I can’t stop you from doing anything. But when you commit to me saying you wont do something because it’s for me…. Then fucking stick to your word. On top of that, you haven’t been much of a friend to one of your closest friends either. You’ve been fucking up way too much lately and I’m sick of it. As much as I don’t wanna care about you, I just can’t seem to make that possible. You’re toxic to my health that it’s not even fucking funny. I worry about you at the most random of times. Sometimes I wonder if you should just go to some type of rehab. If I can’t get through to you… then no one will. I’ll have to face that, but I just can’t right now. And it hurts, and I hate it, and I’m fucking sick of it. I want it all to stop, I want it all to end, I wish you never fucking changed. And you know the worst part?… every single fucking time you change, its for the WORST. I really do wonder why that always happens. And everytime you change like this for the worst… It always causes problems with us. How can you not learn from the past THREE times that you fucked up by changing in a bad way? What more do I, or anyone else have to do to get it into your head that how you’re acting or what you’re doing is wrong? You’ve lost me… Literally THREE fucking times in your lifetime, and you’re willing to fuck it up again? Hmm… sure shows how much you care about the last time you lost me. Bawled your eyes out for nothing? or was that just an act? Just like the stupid acts I get from you every single fucking day… I’m sick, torn, and tired of this fucking bullshit. I officially don’t know what to do with you anymore…