17
May
I appreciate that they’re trying to lighten up the conversation, but after the main topic… I don’t think i can be okay for the rest of the night. This really sucks. It reminds me of why I have such a big conflict with myself and what I need to change and make better…
I know it wasn’t their intention to trigger these thoughts and feelings, but it just sucks. Just when I was forgetting and moving on with the good parts of myself, I just HAD to be reminded of the bad. I really need to vent. But in cases like these… it’s to the point where I can only speak of so much to certain people ): This sucks.
